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it's been 21 days since I talked to my qualifier. most days it feels like shit. today i got to sleep a lot after the last two weeks being full of overnight shifts (which i'm grateful for but still tired). trying to reframe things. that it's not that, i ought not fall in love, or that i must fall out of love, but that i have to accept that my feelings for an unavailable person (whatever that unavai... » Continue Reading
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wake up take psych meds go to a recovery meeting? depends on the day Monday is boring Tuesday i work a side gig Wednesday is my job's meetings and my classes at night Thursday is more recovery meetings plus therapy Friday is usually eepy sleepy and then going to a meeting Saturday I work an overnight shift Sunday I catch up on the sleep I'm missing repeat somewhere in there is listening to music, ... » Continue Reading
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the title is sort of a recovery joke. AA's will get it for sure. just an overused trope. still, it's important to me idk, it used to suck. a lot. it still kinda sucks some days, but less so. i'm on good meds. i have good friends. i work at a decent job helping people i care about. i've always secretly wanted to be inspiring, although I downplay it a lot. maybe, not so secretly. i was a musician an... » Continue Reading
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