i wrote this earlier when i felt like shit who says death is bad? who says eternal life is beautiful? isn't one of the good things in life is that everything ends? i may have dissociated my whole day xD anyway, i know everything will be fine and it's just bad right now. it's been an ass december. i can't even do anything. 2 days before xmas, i only celebrated it once my whole life but new years,... » Continue Reading
hai evry1! from blonde for like half a year, i went back to black hair. very cool transition, i feel like a new person but at the same time i feel like i'm still me. cool cool what's absolutely amazing is that i feel so much better mentally? ! still hve some downs (of course) but it's less massive of an issue and does not feel like i can't fix it. anyway, good riddance to my blonde hair, it served... » Continue Reading
good morning, world! a few minutes ago, i found a favorite song to get addicted to this month which is Starling by Sarah Kinsley. read the lyrics and she said, "we'll never be those girls again," and IT BROKE ME. i'm a sucker for sadness porn (mental illness activity). besides being mentally ill, i am also a writer and i wrote this six months ago: "A mistake. I am a blunder of a man and a woman’s ... » Continue Reading