if december was a dog, it would be a bad dog

i wrote this earlier when i felt like shit

who says death is bad? who says eternal life is beautiful? isn't one of the good things in life is that everything ends? 

i may have dissociated my whole day xD anyway, i know everything will be fine and it's just bad right now. it's been an ass december. i can't even do anything. 

2 days before xmas, i only celebrated it once my whole life but new years, i always do. a new year is better than jesus christ being born 

i'll sleep early tonight

bye!