im so tired of acting like you never hurt me or lied about me, saying how much you hated me and wished i was dead. im sorry i did those things to you, or those things you thought i did? "i must have remembered it wrong" or when you said "thats just how i felt" but you dont feel like that now? but you can still kiss and cuddle me? why did you "yurn" for me so bad when you called me a rapist at the ... » Continue Reading
So I sat there, bleeding out in the freezing S now.. the perfect scene sat before my eyes. The snow gently covering the trees as it fell from the pall greyish-blue sky, almost a hazey look to it all. the scent of pine and blood filled my nose heavily It was almost a comforting sight, the fuzzy feeling in my head and the beauty of the way I was going to die had me pondering why I even came into the... » Continue Reading
I'm so tired of getting called a girl, I'm done with it. I wish people would see me as a boy, I'm done with not feeling like myself. It's not fair. I am a guy why don't people just see how I am? It sucks, I hate crying in my bathroom for hours about how I'm not truly a boy, sitting on the damn floor while blood runs down my arms and thighs. Why can't I just be a fucking boy! I just want to be view... » Continue Reading
When you look into my eyes all I see is your soul, yet my heart bleeds for you're touch. My body quivers at the thought of you not being mine . You never did truly understand why I looked at you with such care, I would treat you right my dear. Your no better then the man I pretend to be, yet you still ponder wether I'm meant for you » Continue Reading
You always look at me the same but when will you realize how I've fallen, you have that same friendly face every time but yet I still feel love. Please let me know if you feel the same, staring through your bedroom window has never felt more right. You remind me of New Mexico sunsets, the way the pink blends into the orange just to meet the yellow. It's always been you A, always from day one. S... » Continue Reading