I don't think anyone understands me when I say I'm feminine. I'm not feminine in your soft, glowy, simple mind kind of way . I'm feminine in the smokey bloodshot eyes , mouth dripping blood , "I'll be dead by tomorrow", kind of way. I am woman when I wipe my tears with the same hand that grips my gun. I am woman while I sit in my bed all day with nothing but a big ugly t-shirt and cute panties , c... » Continue Reading
I always feel the need to write something but nothing I ever write is good enough . I want to bleed my soul onto these pages . So maybe one day, I'll write something that explains exactly the way I feel and ill finally find the write words to describe my pain , and maybe you can understand my mind . I crave to be understood . How could I obsess over a feeling I've never even began to feel before ?... » Continue Reading