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It was niceee, he's my 32nd subscriber in my non-existant music carreer huhu But he likes a musician I also like, so I was kinda just showing off my singing range, mostly on the whistle notes It was really nicee meeting him againnnn ^^ » Continue Reading
Category: Music
I'm probably adding a Broken Psyche song in the mix, supposedly I'm doing Heartcrush (remade version of the album) visualizers, but I might as well add one from Broken Psyche bc one of the songs I made (and sampled) sounded good during the time of my amateurity (still applies now, one year later).. btw the remade album is out now » Continue Reading
Category: Music
I bet you guys remember some of the songs I had published back in July 2023 I decided for some reason to redo all those songs I added a bunch of adlibs, rewrote the lyrics, changed some melodies I learned that I had made some mistakes starting out with my audio equipments, like the settings for example I'm unsure if I should put some whistle tones here and there again? But I sound sorta good enoug... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
My cat died today... Bobby, shes a kitten, died earlier today, i saw her body, i thought maybe shes just asleep, i moved her head around and notice shes not responding, theres urine and fecal matter seemingly squished out of her body, there was no blood, and I turned her head to face me, i was supposed to go to the mall earlier, but i ran back home upstairs, i stared shouting curse words, i starte... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
For starters, i haven't received any bad news in the mail from my music distributors, either that means my video or audio visualizer passed the vevo standards, or they haven't really reviewed it yet. I'm a little nervous because if it does get published and gain millions of traction, hoping it doesn't. That means I'd be the laughing stock, or in another case scenario, it would be seen as mediocre ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Okayy, soo obviously I've been unhappy with my life.. and the lack of friends, and sudden anhedonias.. but I found a strange solution to my problem.. lets play that game again "half vérité half mensonge" I plan to create a narrative, not narrative.... but a semi-autobiography, like... in another universe, this is my name, this is how my day went, this is what I achieve in the day, this is my new f... » Continue Reading
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i'm not really happy with my life, i had missed chances, like in the choir, i wanted to sing but my parents didn't let me, and i keep spiralling down in depression because i'm a mediocre singer.. you can say that i can do whistle tones, runs and riffs and i can belt, but i feel like its not enough, specially, i couldn't incorporate them in my songs without it being unbearable to hear.. hell even i... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i can't go to camp and be one of the counselors there, bc they think i'm a threat to the kids..... im not, im a threat to myself i told ppl i was abused, and now they want his liscense revoked, even though i don't want any action done i don't want ppl to follow me bc they think i'm hot or bc i do these fetish type of content, its demeaning, why can't people just like me for me, my crude humor or h... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I ate a human today... I avoided eating the brain, no matter how tempted I am.. I don't want to get the Kuru disease, and unpopular note, which is why I advise everyone to read more.. eating a brain does not make you more smarter, similarly to how the belief of eating the pages of a book will make you memorise things or digest more information faster.. it doesn't improve your supression for inhibi... » Continue Reading
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