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ITS NOT ANOTHER VENT SHOCKERRRR!!!! I DONT GAF ABOUT WHAT MY PARENTS THINK OF MEEEE!! i really shouldn't cuz im gonna move out to someplace east and never talk to them again!!! in other news tho i spent the week not really doing much at all! didn't listen to albums unfortunately, BUUTTTT!!!! ihavefoundabunchofdemosandrarities from wilrod AND THEYRE ALL SO FUCKING GOOD!!!!!!!!!! WHY WOULD THEY SCRA... » Continue Reading
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i love my girlfriend so so so fucking much dude oh my god. for once in my life i actually decided to reach out and talk to someone and god it felt great. she helped me with my feeling and told me some pieces of advice and honestly I feel a lot better. the feelings of hatred are still there, of course! but it feels a lot much more managable with her around. i wanna repay the favor back to her so ba... » Continue Reading
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im probably gonna puke in a lil bit but here we go. my head is fucking pounding for some reason and my lower half feels so numb. my desire for touch has gotten even worse!! everything is terrible!! ive been repeating the same things ive been doing for the past 2 weeks i wanna say. i get out of school, lie in bed and watch youtube, and check this god damn site,...,,, every conversation ive had with... » Continue Reading
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2 blogs in one day,,,??? wow! what a treat! my room feels more and more like a prison everyday. for the past 1-2 weeks I've been doing nothing but watch youtube like the lazy useless piece of shit I am!!! I haven't hung out with my friends in multiple months. itt gets pretty cold over here so I'm sitting under my sheets and feeling horrible. i hadnt tolld my girlfriend I love you in a week (I know... » Continue Reading
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havent listened to anything this week :( i dont think anyone checks this shit so i couid get as real as i want!!! i couldnt bring myself to cut. im too much of a pussy to even cut my legs. everything sucks right now. im 99% sure my friends dont like me, my girlfriend doesnt love me, and my school life has been going HORRIBLE. my parents told me about taking me to church every sunday so i could fin... » Continue Reading
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this past week I listened to 3 albums! forest spirit, sun on your back, ten songs by i hate myself, and i want to be there by sadness. to be honest ive been thinking of hurting myself. im not sure why but its been really plaguing my mind. i took my dads razor from his room and ive been inbetween on using it on myself. completely honest, i dont know why! recently there's just been this absolutely h... » Continue Reading
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back on here cuz i said i would be!!! things have been weird as of recent really? lifes all well and done but i think the shine of most things have vanished. my love has grown mundane and my friends have settled as such. i mean its fine really!! but to be honest i miss the feeling of it al,,,,,,, to be fair though valentines day is around the corner!!! hopefully she might wanna be a bit more lovey... » Continue Reading
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my friends brought me back to this place.... so far seems pretty sick! this is like, my first one in ten months which is crazy dude! things have gotten better since then!!! made it to sophomore year, got a boyfriend, she turned into a girl through some magic.......... hopefully my demented little mind can make more updates on this blog thing. hopefullyyyyy weekly? until then, baiiiiii!!!!! » Continue Reading
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