the roots of this house hold me down in a way that no one else will. it's nauseating. every time i shower in this place, the water soaks into my blood, leaving me more dried out than i was before. i miss mom. i want it to all be normal again. jail's a bitch, huh? » Continue Reading
every single time people learn that im a satanist, one of two things pops up in their head and i can never convince them otherwise: 1. im a member of the satanic temple and just an edgy activist 2. i believe in actual satan and im just an evil mf like guys cmon... » Continue Reading
recently, ive been completely betrayed by a couple people that i considered my only friends. of course, this has happened before and ive dealt with losing multiple people at once, but im not going to just sit around and wait for things to fix themselves this time. im tired of being the pushover that just lets sh1t happen. im tired of wasting my life and money on people who will never truly apprec... » Continue Reading