dear void, I'm going to talk into you now. take the words from my mind and set them free love, me ___ I had a long talk tonight with my mom about my disordered eating. I don’t think she fully gets it yet, and she might not ever. But she’s trying. She didn’t say much, just listened a lot. That helped more than I thought it would, but » Continue Reading
dear freakin diary you know what I really dislike about fandom life? everything . well, not everything, but most things. but given that I'm a real life social recluse, fandom is how I make friends. I enjoy the environment at first, and it seems like people always like me when I join. then they get to know me, and then they don't like me anymore. I understand. I'm not for everyone. I'm certainly n... » Continue Reading