I know that relationships will never last but this one has to be my worst to ever endure. Freedom was something that I felt with him and the feeling of safety and comfort in his arms made me think that he was truly the one and that he would never hurt me. It’s mostly why I’m so devastated, I put in so much attachment that I never realize that I could’ve been abandoned. I thought he was just so dif... » Continue Reading
A lot of things happened to me this year and it totally just fucking sucked balls. I finally made it out of sophomore year and thank god I finished those fucking classes and I was so excited but then it’s all ruined and i honestly don’t want to get too personal about it because it’s just so draining. Anyways, my summer is ruined and everything just sucks and it blows and it I just want to explode.... » Continue Reading
I hated it, I hated it so much. This is seriously like the last time I felt productive, I feel so numb and exhausted, I need to recharge everything out of myself and just take a big huge nap but never waking up again. Where do I even start off? Doing history notes was already bad enough, it got me staying up to 12 forcefully and that just makes me so drowsy in the morning. I’ve been waking up rea... » Continue Reading
This… has been a TERRIBLE ride. First weeks were a dull and mistaken new start of the second quarter, I swear, I’ve been getting hormonal acne (which thank god is clearing up now) which was the worst thing ever. Pimple patches, cleaners, pills, they barely work but I guess they do the job in the long run. My assignments been heavy, the thought of taking a history class was so tolerable up to the p... » Continue Reading
So, I’m writing this out of the time I have just to distract myself from studying a test I have today snd tomorrow but nevertheless, how has it been? Has your violets ever cross your everglades? Have you met your country to you that it seems you’re the vastly land? Anyway, happy Halloween, ween, i’ve yet to celebrate it yet, I haven’t celebrated it in years, I don’t think I will celebrate it this... » Continue Reading
It’s been a long excruciating week for me, seriously, what’s up with this seasonal mood shift that I’ve been angry and sad all the time. Prior to my knowledge, it does not get easier. But at least I have friends who are willing to support me financially and mentally. I know I can go through this but I have to suffer from it, and it’s so boring and unrewarding. » Continue Reading
Over the past week I’ve learned that things do not get easier, it’s already a rough bumpy road and I’ve seen myself struggle for the momentum to get up everyday and walk, even just a little bit, before falling back down again. Studying is hard; hard especially when you can’t pay attention. Motivation is always just temporary, so I always try to take advantage of that. When it comes to slacking off... » Continue Reading
Okay, as of months ago I’ve received my very first car and also obtained my permit!!! And I’m happy to say that I am currently on my driving lessons :)) I paid for a six lesson course and I already took my first one last week and it was pretty fun, I had Jose as my driving instructor and he was very chill and gave me a lot of tips and tricks when I was driving. Overall driving for my first time wa... » Continue Reading
So…. Last month I got a brand new car that’s just sitting in the front yard which I covered with for protection, it’s a nice sedan and I’m starting my driving lessons next month so wish me luck because I’ll be practicing a lot… Signing out, Sunny » Continue Reading
Hi everyone (*^▽^*) I hope everyone is doing good today, I’m currently in a bad mood so I thought to lighten myself up I should blog about my summer so far (^_^*) 5/19/23 The first day I started summer (which was Friday the 19th) I hanged out with one of my best friend, we went to her neighbor’s house where she was staying because her house was getting renovated, I saw it and it was very empty. A... » Continue Reading
I’m honestly so sad and disappointed in EA’s disapproval of Alice Asylum. I’ve been a huge fan of McGee’s Alice series and I’m sad we’ll never get to have the third installment. :( » Continue Reading