I have nothing anymore, everything I do is boring. Nothing really makes me happy anymore, I'm going on holiday soon but I don't feel happy. I feel alone, and stupid. Like nothing and noone cares or likes me. Like I finally see what I am, what I the point if I constantly end up here again in this stupid room. In the last month I have felt closer and closer to my end. I don't want to but I always go... » Continue Reading
I have nothing anymore, everything I do is boring. Nothing really makes me happy anymore, I'm going on holiday soon but I don't feel happy. I feel alone, and stupid. Like nothing and noone cares or likes me. Like I finally see what I am, what I the point if I constantly end up here again in this stupid room. In the last month I have felt closer and closer to my end. I don't want to but I always go... » Continue Reading
Do you ever feel like you genuinely have nothing to do, it isn't like boredom it just this aching nothingness. This feeling of being alone but in the sense people are there just not for you or don't see you kinda thing? Like I'll just put on music and walk about my house aimlessly. It actually really sucks. Two girls came and talked to me today it was actually pretty nice, I don't trust they actua... » Continue Reading