Idk

Do you ever feel like you genuinely have nothing to do, it isn't like boredom it just this aching nothingness. This feeling of being alone but in the sense people are there just not for you or don't see you kinda thing? Like I'll just put on music and walk about my house aimlessly. It actually really sucks.

Two girls came and talked to me today it was actually pretty nice, I don't trust they actually like me but a person is a person and I just want someone to talk to me.