he physically abused me today, because i stayed up too late. he loves me i know. but he abuses me sometimes. when i stand up for myself, when i stand up for others, when i show him im not scared of him, when i show him im stronger. he loves me, why does he hurt me? why does he never think twice before hurting me, physicially and mentally. he said hes sorry before. he repeated his mistakes though. ... » Continue Reading
the first cheesecake i ever had was the basic, the original. and i hated it! whyd i think that a cheesecake would be slices of cheese stacked upon each other to make a skyscraper? till the time i hated cheesecakes my life was agonizing and insufferable. it was like having chocolate with hot sauce. like gulping a pile of burnt paper. UNTIL one day cheesecake decided to walk back into my life for so... » Continue Reading
pretty people make me think and droool, why are they so pretty? the genetics are one thing, but my parents are pretty too, why am i not? i sound like a tall baby whining about my insecurities. i tried makeup once. looked horrendous, maybe cuz i dont know what suits me. although who do i seek help from? my pretty friends? or pretty people on the internet? will they tell me how to be pretty? or how ... » Continue Reading
ive seen people publish blogs online? what exactly are they? have i read any of them? typically no. will i ever in the future? typically maybe??? blogging seems fun although the point of it is to describe shit. what do i describe in this boring lifeless inhumane life of mine. trust me my life isn't as pathetic as a make it seem, im just lazy. i have piles of work sitting beside me, should i blog ... » Continue Reading