"stay ugly"
15 FL, USA he/him autistic ANTP bassist
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Category: Writing and Poetry
hot, wet, and sufferable, is that what we are destined to be? You shot me through the lungs so i could depend on yours. No matter the apologies you got what you needed and I needed when I got. I breathe through you just for you to infect my tract and blame it on me. Will you do better, can you do better? Is this just who you are, who you were rai » Continue Reading
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Long wet summers filled by the void of you. what am I without you the effect of years spent together never acknowledging what we were. My first and worst. Countless emotions to describe your not who you used to be talent is gone left by the sound hot wet and sufferable the best I can do is leave just to do the same elsewhere. The seasons never change » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Were we too soon? We should have had the time to build what we had. Because once it starts it can't ever happen again. If only we waited maybe we could have gone out in a bang. Was I too far? I couldn't get that bass feeling in my chest. That for me is not just apart of life without it I can't manage. You were always that for me, something others could live without but for me if I didn't have you ... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I love the sting as you enter my lungs. Every mark you make the more I take you in. The Worse the better. You leave your mark and damage me leaving me only wanting more. You both fill and create the holes in my body. I don't know what your doing to me, but i love the way you hurt me leaving me on the floor and hitting me while I'm down, hacking and choking, but I keep chasing after your high. I th... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
How do I say this without being rude your obsession is pathetic and crazed. It's loud anxious and worst of all fueled not by hatred or lust but spoilage. The only part of the years left uncertain that does not fit is my absolute understanding that you have never been told no. The fondness of your mother so much so you would bring her to a concert with your friends who didn't and your complete lack... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
The second you see me you beg to leave is the sight of me too much to bear. The thought of me a weight on your mind enough to squash your brain. Devoid it of all forms of being polite. No relent for your need to leave and forget it all. Yet you cant escape the ties are too tight every year we will meet whether its desired or dreaded. You get sick at the sight of me and I blank at your image. Will... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I write all this overdramatic poetry as if I miss an ex but I have never dated in my life I write about lost friendships and I-pods lol » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
The fireworks always remind me of you. No matter what I have to distract me, you always come to mind. I could make my self deaf from the noise but you appear in the ringing, there to remind me that I will never see you again. Did what we have matter or will that disappear like the smoke in the sky, our smoke will cause harm to me just like the real one. Every Ne » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
Music CD's Green Day- Dookie Fall Out Boy- Infinity on High Fall Out Boy- From Under The Cork Tree Fall Out Boy- Folie a Deux My Chemical Romance- May Death Never Stop you My Chemical Romance- Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys Nirvana- In Utero Fall Out Boy- So Much (For) Stardust Green Day- Insomniac Fall Out Boy- Believers Never Die 1 Bullet For my Valentin » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
1. Are you more Scene or Emo? more emo but like MCR and FOB emo and not like actual emo you know » Continue Reading
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get to know me - survey!!!! name: Ollie nick » Continue Reading
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