"I cant wait for the void of summer sickness"
15 FL, USA he/they autistic I/ENTP bassist looking for band
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hot, wet, and sufferable, is that what we are destined to be? You shot me through the lungs so i could depend on yours. No matter the apologies you got what you needed and I needed when I got. I breathe through you just for you to infect my tract and blame it on me. Will you do better, can you do better? Is this just who you are, who you were rai » Continue Reading
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Long wet summers filled by the void of you. what am I without you the effect of years spent together never acknowledging what we were. My first and worst. Countless emotions to describe your not who you used to be talent is gone left by the sound hot wet and sufferable the best I can do is leave just to do the same elsewhere. The seasons never change » Continue Reading
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How do I say this without being rude your obsession is pathetic and crazed. It's loud anxious and worst of all fueled not by hatred or lust but spoilage. The only part of the years left uncertain that does not fit is my absolute understanding that you have never been told no. The fondness of your mother so much so you would bring her to a concert with your friends who didn't and your complete lack... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
The second you see me you beg to leave is the sight of me too much to bear. The thought of me a weight on your mind enough to squash your brain. Devoid it of all forms of being polite. No relent for your need to leave and forget it all. Yet you cant escape the ties are too tight every year we will meet whether its desired or dreaded. You get sick at the sight of me and I get blank at your image. ... » Continue Reading
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I write all this overdramatic poetry as if I miss an ex but I have never dated in my life I write about lost friendships and I-pods lol » Continue Reading
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The fireworks always remind me of you. No matter what I have to distract me, you always come to mind. I could make my self deaf from the noise but you appear in the ringing, there to remind me that I will never see you again. Did what we have matter or will that disappear like the smoke in the sky, our smoke will cause harm to me just like the real one. Every Ne » Continue Reading
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Music CD's Green Day- Dookie Fall Out Boy- Infinity on High Fall Out Boy- From Under The Cork Tree Fall Out Boy- Folie a Deux My Chemical Romance- May Death Never Stop you My Chemical Romance- Danger Days: The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys Nirvana- In Utero Fall Out Boy- So Much (For) Stardust Green Day- Insomniac Fall Out Boy- Believers Never Die 1 Bullet For my Valentin » Continue Reading
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1. Are you more Scene or Emo? more emo but like MCR and FOB emo and not like actual emo you know » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Sleeping most of the day while traveling in a van with the people closest to me eating shit and consuming half my weight in caffeine drinking water maybe once a week and preforming all night and fucking around with some dear friend's just to sleep the next day and travel some more and mess around do some destr » Continue Reading
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long nights filled with the absence of you are what I long for. the feeling of being able to do what I want, be who I need, and be young (not) living my best life. the sunsets are more intricate without you here able to focus on my own thoughts rather that yours (about me) I can't live like this forever if 'I spend too much time in my mind I will find I have lost it' hoping for you to be there. En... » Continue Reading
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