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weird, almost expresionless, trying to find meaning in life
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I keep on dragging my feet forward for all the good that does me and bitching about it on ears that have gone deaf, I wonder where can i rest when it's all said and done for i cannot picture a good ending bones creak and mind's going crazy where the hell do i go when there's walls all around me suffocating and i'm growing colder there's only half chewed pills, pain and bitterness » Continue Reading
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i'm feeling like i am at the end of my rope hopefully this is a beginning i hope i don't point a knife towards myself and can eke out a better existence better than swimming in the same black tar that is my life i'm scared that i wont care anymore and will point the metaphoric guns against my head jesus christ there has to be better than this otherwise its not worth it. the earth is still thirsty ... » Continue Reading
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Think i'm seeing a light i'm not sure though gotta make sure it's something good gotta make sure it's not fake and if it is something good i'm going to make it mine if not i'll throw it away just like i throw away anything that doesn't fit in my bag of misery anymore, i wonder if this is the right road i'm walking on might have to take detours make sure i'm not going in circles and see it through.... » Continue Reading
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Might get kicked out, or i might get to see a miracle but i don't know so far it's been awful i have to find an answer or im gonna become an even bigger wretch please forgive me for what i'll do if this is it. It's not over yet but i don't know if im getting close to the end of a chapter or the end of the book » Continue Reading
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I tried to help, but he lives in his own world thinking someone's after him, I'm drowning in sorrow thinking there's an answer but he throws threats and i'm drinking his poison. 4 years wasted on him and there's no end of the road i feel like i'm driving towards madness and away from anything that's real, pulling my hair out searching my own way out leaving him behind and picking new pieces of mys... » Continue Reading
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i don't understand life anymore, it seems so weird to watch everything around me fall apart almost immediately and trying to put it back together. It doesn't look like before it doesn't look better either, it looks obscene and crooked and i don't know why i don't care, it all hurts comfortably anything resembling a good memory gets taken away and only the bad stuff got left behind only thing i got... » Continue Reading
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