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✿blush puppy
"contrarianism runs in the family "
30 year old sack of bones, she/her
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first/last
Category: Writing and Poetry
returning into the dirt of you baby clean gasping for the right to close our eyes, see ultimate air-spun courageous crooked piano key truth-telling and once returned we return again and again knowing God would never touch our handprints on the wall pleased and altogether struck dumb by our own wild soon our violence will become our overheard thunderclap fear will become our » Continue Reading
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bomb biloquist
Category: Writing and Poetry
there are killings in our eyes stacked between lipstick advertisements a forgetting-remembering spectacle surgical bombs that choose to be big and blind pretending to be » Continue Reading
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slaughter guilt
Category: Writing and Poetry
would a western world know how to pull crushed bodies out of crushed houses without crushing them further hands stretched soft over and over and over and again and again making hospital beds of ourselves 7,000 martyrs spilt out of picture frames goya wanted a christ-figure and got a 7-year-old boy with no throat left to scream gore for uncaring breakfast no » Continue Reading
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the same
Category: Writing and Poetry
the certainty of a funeral an inevitable calendar square i see my future preemptive grief to get ahead of it to bear it bit by bit while it's still bearable to chop it up into reasonable amounts pinned between my estrangements heavy little feet that stomp and hear nothing not a word would change the state of my lungless crying privately, stubbornly alone why can't i why can't i why can't i why can... » Continue Reading
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i need a new bit
Category: Writing and Poetry
rectangular containers empty of my words my dad and his fucked up handwriting his pixel artwork that he made on his work computer a classical reproduction of the same thing: like father, like daughter! we square off like fighters a preference for pain that could have been avoided i run my mouth long and wide for a man in the band while my dad talks to my voicemail a ghost that keeps chasing and ch... » Continue Reading
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an inch
Category: Writing and Poetry
i'd settle for an inch of myself a bit of skin, roped off for crowd control perhaps a small sign that says please and maybe it could contain that one freckle? no? but it reminds me of my mother. please? i bought a million-dollar deed for the freckle i wrote a thousand page book of paperwork for the freckle i asked one man, and another, and another » Continue Reading
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before the carnival
Category: Writing and Poetry
to be Woman when you grew up Girl to be a decorative swirling skirt at the baptism painting young eyes on our old haunted souls delicate curtain-people that flap in the wind we plunge our hands into the creek pick up the stones from the bottom » Continue Reading
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love v. the haunted house
Category: Writing and Poetry
here it goes, a post from my broken bed in my hungover bones it was the gin, it was the numbered text messages, it was michicant by bon iver the slow leak of tears, one by one met a woman last night who said the older you get, the uglier love gets just haunted house lovers crashing cakes into walls empty-handed hopes for the function of love again of warm dizzy-heade » Continue Reading
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wary anarchist
Category: Writing and Poetry
that sticky sick, black-oiled feathers all flat and slick can't get it off and it's hot but it's not a lick or a slap or a black-blued punch in the dark, it's seeping sap a weeping, small-worried wound blooming into a spectacular display of decay and it doesn't make a fuss it doesn't know how to be loud it waits, forgetting the bait, halfhearted » Continue Reading
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favorite death
Category: Writing and Poetry
every day is an excruciating catalog of rescinding blues and greens the long-winded increments of life-death » Continue Reading
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returning a library book
Category: Writing and Poetry
i leave the marks of my teeth on trees, quick bites of baby violence, convincing them to keep their lawsuits quiet. they have protestless little hands she's a human with a mouth, they warn she's a human with a mouth when i hear voices, i turn quick as a heel with a sudden cunning to be lost crumpling up the path and stammering emptying my pockets » Continue Reading