Wow its been a minute guys but... HELLOOOOO all my itty bitty buggies You know those moments in your life that are just an inbetween? A moment to breath and reflect but also anticipate whats to come. I have been in this bittersweet purgatory for quite some time. I feel so extremely nuetral to the happenings of my daily life. It almost feels like a bridge from who I was before and who I will be. I... » Continue Reading
My fingers lie on the lines where dear death and I shared a moonlit affair The mark of who I used to be The scars of the girl who betrayed me. He held me in his imbrace, pet my hair and showed me which lines to trace. There was no sadness, nor remorse I knew him too well to not let him lead his course. » Continue Reading
The place I lay is wherst I weep. I pray the lord my soul to keep. Her hair floods down her back in tendrils, sleek. Her evil essence is suffocating, only leading me back to where her blood seeps. Can God save me now? On my knees, I pledge a vow. Addiction is a dirty, nasty thing. This admiration is just that, there is nothing more it means. To her and from her I run and cry, Desperate for ha » Continue Reading
HELLOOOO all my little buggies! Sooo life has hit me lately. HARD. God where do I even beginnnnn So like a little recap of my past few days. First off, for background my family life lowkey sucks... as well as my love life... basically my life just sucks right now. From friends to parents, grades and more, its all just been a BIT of a mess. First thing that just started off my week quite terribl... » Continue Reading
OK! So basically this is my first entry in what I hope to make a series of daily blogging. I don't really know if anyone is going to read this at all but it doesn't really matter to me so much as I can get out my thoughts into a bigger space. I feel that writing has always been a big part of my life, how I express myself and such. So it feels right to me to put down all I feel and know in hopes t... » Continue Reading