Today I went for a walk for about 3 hours in a row, my days are a bit sad I think, I get frustrated quite quickly and lost interest in everything , I guess I will only dedicate myself to playing the guitar and try to improve in that or maybe I drew, I don’t know… I never put so much dedication to the guitar despite having like 2 guitars, if I get depressed minimally I want to do something, I fee... » Continue Reading
Sooo…. I’ve had an ED for 1/2 years I think, I don’t like call it but I get to a point where I can’t eat ANYTHING and it’s so frustrating (T___T) I literally try to bite an apple and I don’t do anything to it, I look at the food and it generates rejection and disgust, I really think I’m bad, although I don’t care much, I went down form 51 to 48kg and it’s really quite little, although I’m going c... » Continue Reading