Sooo….
I’ve had an ED for 1/2 years I think, I don’t like call it but I get to a point where I can’t eat ANYTHING and it’s so frustrating (T___T) I literally try to bite an apple and I don’t do anything to it, I look at the food and it generates rejection and disgust, I really think I’m bad, although I don’t care much, I went down form 51 to 48kg and it’s really quite little, although I’m going crazy because I want to keep going down but I want to go up not for me, but for the others but when I do I end up disgusting myself… ughhhh (*_*)
(I know I’m wrong and my actions too, don’t fall into an ED, you are better this way<33)
I don’t know English AHHH :’c
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Expiredbug
I really hope you get better man,
ive suffered from an ED in the past and I can get how hard it is to break out of one, but trust me you'll feel alot better when you start being healthier; that doesnt mean everything will magically go away, you might experience some body dhysmorphia but physically and mentally you'll get better and if you keep going you can get out of it
just do small steps and if you revert back to your old ways dont beat yourself up and try again :)