I can't stop the lonelinessss.. This life is making me sick I can't see these 4 walls anymore..I ask myself what to do against my depression and my addictions but i never really found a way out of this hole..every day i get worse, every day i let myself fall even more. » Continue Reading
What's up!! (Im from Germany btw. so please ignore my bad English) Today I was with my family (from mother side) again after maybe 4 month, I really hate it to go there because i never really had the feeling that i fit in, thats why i didn't go for the last 4 months, every time i go there i literally just sit and look at the wall, another problem is that when i am there everytime a wave of dereal... » Continue Reading