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Push & Pull: 7/12/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

i think this one is pretty sloppy. If I threw up all over the fingers down my throat would you still take my hand to dance? A butterfly wrapped away in its silk cocoon becomes anew. Thunder growls as we take our last bow. I gutted myself with my own knife, but you got the gauze. I fucked up when I let your hand slip from mine. We're poisoned youth, fucked by the government and looked down upon by ... » Continue Reading

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So Much for the Sunshine State: 6/12/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

Sun shines brighter over this side of the coast, but the gold calls you. Cut me open and watch me bleed white. Leave me lonely and my thighs will dry. Pay attention to me and my eyes will dry. I'm not a hero – just a morally challenged knight. Take some time away and blister your tongue with someone else's name. Starving animals are always hungry for fame. "I missed you," she whispered into deaf e... » Continue Reading

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Tears: 10/11/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

My tears walk a fine line. They can be something ugly, born from the screwed up wrinkles on someone's face and fall with a salty taste. They can be good too. Tears can be bright, happy, liquid sunshine bursting from the tear ducts. Right now, mine are ugly. They're ugly and cold and unwanted. They drip into every wound like a stinging sanitization. My tears and fears rip me open at the seams, expo... » Continue Reading

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24/10/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

Will I be remembered or rancour? Everyday I live my life in a wallowing self-disdain. My shadow stands taller than me, following me like a bad stench. Not a day goes by where I do not wish I did something different. I have been so destructive and brash without realization, like a headstrong newborn stallion. Will I be able to stand on four legs one day? Will I be able to race like the others and t... » Continue Reading

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24/10/25 #4

Category: Writing and Poetry

I'm sorry to those who familiarize me with flickering old porch lights. One moment, bright and burning – yet soon, burnt out and engulfed in the darkness of the night. I'm sorry my words hold more of a bite than a harmony. I'm sorry I can't display my love for you as much as my anger boasts itself. I'm sorry I serve as a manifestation of summer's last regret. I don't wish to be like this. I try to... » Continue Reading

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24/10/25 #3

Category: Writing and Poetry

Tongue and teeth are laced together, spouting words of sweet violence. Something so bitter, yet the after-taste on your tongue leaves you craving more. The sour contrast to the sun-kissed words singing in your ears. Those who strive for power will receive, but refuse to give in for pursuit of domination. The words they do return sting like a cut, scabbing and healing until they leave a shiny slive... » Continue Reading

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24/10/25 #2

Category: Writing and Poetry

Sorry that was unwarranted. I just want to be wanted, but I don't know to what extent is enough. My own greed sickens me, I am surrounded by friends and people, yet I still complain of an insatiable hunger. Anyone rightly-minded would scold you for complaining of starvation when a platter rests in front of you. However, like a bottomless pit I can eat, devour, consume and ravage as much as I want,... » Continue Reading

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24/10/25 #1

Category: Writing and Poetry

Everyone has someone, but the only person I really have is myself. I sicken myself most out of all the people I know, yet I bring myself the most solace. Why do I feel like this? To what extent am I really exempt? I want to dissect myself layer by later until I can read the scriptures on the core of my heart. One day I won't be lonely anymore. -AJ 🦇 » Continue Reading

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13/11/25

Category: Writing and Poetry

Signing all my passions away on the last breath of a faded wind. I'm quitting to become a full-time codependent. I've run my course and the bets grow cheaper by the day. I'm just another star in the sky, a role someone needs to play. What sets me apart from all the rest is nothing but what is inside my head. My best qualities will never manifest into fruition, but my worst qualities bare their tee... » Continue Reading

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