MALYSHKA

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"i am not an illegal immigrant from slovenia"

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supplicating physical scourge in the pursuit of HEAVEN

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i could see it in his eyes stuffy booth with either zipper intertwined, mind-full, and thats usually when you wish for him or someone of the sort to resurrect probably the most painful thing ive felt in my life was his imminent return as it ran a previously non-existing hole between our secret, somethign that is able to be kept the way he wishes with me, and i to him its hard when youre surrounded... » Continue Reading

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1998-2008, ten years of misery apart and a glass coke cap pin

Category: Life

they put the plastic orange upside-down milk crates we used to sit on in the trash to some degree i always knew it was over im not moving in for college, im not going to see him again. ill never see any of them again. if i knew those two days would be the last time i saw either friend of mine i would've done much more than i had. i would've called him more beautiful, i think i wouldve shown up eve... » Continue Reading

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me me me

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stas sept.14th 2010 EST tmz - NJ, USA male πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡¦πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ i really like talking to people. im down to try talking to absolutely anyone about anything. i like yapping and i like yappers...hmu if you wanna talk about literally anything - i am a little bit bisexual - i like chicken wraps and canned whitefin tuna - i like music a little bit - i skate all the time. will probably post skate clips if i learn to do... » Continue Reading

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and this just isnt what i needed, i realized this isnt what i needed, this isnt what i needed, you know this isnt what i needed, at this point this isnt what i ever needed

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didnt need it , stretch to death and split a line straight down the middle of that ever-growing slick aperture strung with illness left from engorged ills and hard shakers. saw that all youve done you wouldnt like to be in my position, you wouldnt like to be meeting with you wouldnt like to be in my position. you're not showing much empathy for me, would you like tob ei n my position. you wouldnt ... » Continue Reading

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a different ceiling than the night before

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friends over yart with communal spit smeared and dried over the top i wouldve liked to kiss your mouth the same way, but i think its  close enough to smoke after you. i watch how your lips wrap around it , close and breathe in, do the same to me » Continue Reading

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when did you start to like these things

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think i jusr cant stand to be around appropriate people in appropriate relationships with appropriate brains because its like they're lifemogging me and that's just not where i need to be in life » Continue Reading

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a fool could see

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gently scrubbing over each bruise and bump and scratch with utmost care, bumps the size of a thumbs padding and to the thickness of a bone. so gently, like it'll scrub the tainting green, brown, purple, dotted red splaying the right side of the face look up into the pouring showerhead and the burns, cuts, sizzling inaudibly. little electric shocks to the crown of the scalp and fiddle with boned bu... » Continue Reading

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if i dont , thats all

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i am always chasing the pressured heat in ones cheeks, the metal lodged in ones gums, and the brain shaking till its chased into the back of your skull. the thick dry air in the roof of worn backseats and cheap smoke, the body of major on minor » Continue Reading

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no where to go in this world

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i cried to my teacher about the violent exclusion ive faced from other kids i am isolated and alone accessory to the few that like me, disposably used for embarrassing or grotesque action and disposed of after. spoken to like a dog, a pet, something smaller and insignificant. my english is not bad, i wish they could appreciate my efforts, see im as american and true as they are with a stomach full... » Continue Reading

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vagueposting about responsibility

Category: Blogging

im sure hes inactive here but theres some level of responsibility that must be taken when you initiate investigation against your best friend, almost get them deported and or their life ruined, and gut their relationship frmo the inside out maybe im asking for too much but should it not be common sense to not bring up flourishing aspects of your life that you ruined in theirs? i dont get the thing... » Continue Reading

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betrayed by words ive never heard, 2010

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dark and heavy with snow, each street dampened by yellow street-lights pouring straight from the ceiling of night. two and a half when bent, its permanence the way the screen window sits in a polluted, dried ditch, once a lake. very long ago. i do not take people there at this point in time soles crunch beneath snow, beneath leaves. it was the last night it snowed. laid against warm, pounding fles... » Continue Reading

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no one will ever know what to do with anyone

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one of the worst things is understanding i am the way i am and there is nothing to be done i think my greatest feat was informing him that theres nothing i can do to change that for you, and not apologizing for that innate fault on my end no one really knows hwat theyre doing with themselves or with anyone or where to put their hands, whether it be along someone else, their own, or half of a major... » Continue Reading

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