i hung out with a friend ive known pretty long. tbh she went to another school when we became friends but she hangs out with me outside school every few months. she's been giving me advice about the biter and life. she's pretty awesome, i kinda feel bad for not using tiktok and sending her vids. i only use tiktok whenever my other phone is on(almost never)(im not rich my parents just buy me a ton ... » Continue Reading
i finaly have a br8k from school. im still bitter about the doctor but ive kinda gotten calmer. ive spent most of my time reading fanfics on my ripoff kindle. i decided 2 finaly read ctrl alt del again because i wanted to binge it without having 2 wait every few days for another comic part. i loathe tim buckley, like he decided 2 change the website, and now he's forcing every1 to pay 4 his patreon... » Continue Reading
Happy 4/13!!!!!! It didn’t feel like johns and Jane’s birthday. Today sucks. I checked my Apple Watch because my doctor told us to call her if it’s above 160. Everyday even March 2025 has been higher than 160. It’s often 180-210. My mom called her and she said to quickly come. We spent 60 euros on a taxi. I had to w8 10 minutes. They did another scan and it was still healthy. Some German doctor wa... » Continue Reading
i randomly got a hamster and im terrified. there was a sale on some random flowers in razijn zo i went there with my parents. there werent any good flowers so we went to look at the pets in the pet section of the store. i told my mom that i pity the creatures and fish in that store because they suffer in small cages. my mom said that she will buy me a hamster. i thought that it was a joke but no. ... » Continue Reading
i havent been blogging as usual 1-2 per week cause i had a whole week of tests. idk if many other countries have this but i have 4 weeks per school year and in those 4 weeks its only tests, nothing else. i have friday, monday and tuesday off so yaaay. my parents argued again a few days ago but i forgot. blogging helps me remember and get it off my chest. i never felt connected to online celebritie... » Continue Reading
my mom has gone full ed mode again and its kinda bad i was eating snitchzel that my mom made, and me and my parents were sitting at the dinner table because my mom h8s cleaning the tv table whenever my dad eats there. i wasn't really listening to them because my mom made great food. i do remember my dad grabing my moms arm and saying something. they didnt argue then, but they did l8er. i know that... » Continue Reading
my teacher came back, nothing really happened except for her having a burnout. turns out nobody killed themselves and her divorce was many years ago. she finally has my class's grades after a few months(begin januari) and i got the worst english grade in my whole life (6,3) i didnt fail but im still kinda sad. she blaimed me and my class because nobody understood the question. she was a total bitc... » Continue Reading
its my moms birthday so i made her coffee in bed, lowkey ive been doing that like for 5 days, idk why ive been in a better mood. ive been horribly sick recently and i still am. i got sick first, then my dad, and then my mom. ive been dying, like litteraly, i keep coughing and i could barely stand, its better now but im still sick. im at school rn and i had a lesson free, but someone just added a l... » Continue Reading
PS THIS IS TONS OF HOMESTUCK SPOILERS, if you havent read homestuck and dont want to then you can prob read this stupid blog people would rather defend a necrophile than a really annoying girl, both of them have killed someone, but one of them went on a killing spree because he didnt like a video someone showed him. i know that most of the trolls in alternia are mass murderers, but its diffrent if... » Continue Reading
i making the worst choices in my life, like how did i highkey lose most of my friends. my best friend argued with the biter again, but this time a bit more than normal. the biter logged in on someone elses school account and put the nickname that i call my best friend on the big board(the one in front of the classroom) and every1 freaked out for some reason, also the biter sent her threats and sen... » Continue Reading
im terrified someone will rape me or groom me, because i forgot to mention in my prev blog post that those guys also made rape jokes about me. im scared because those types of men are starting to leave the house. im scared of getting groomed, because some dude on genshin started talking to me, his demeanor changes as soon as he realized that i was a girl. he called me pretty lady a few times, and ... » Continue Reading
ive lowkey gotten in trouble with the biters mentor, he suddenly pulled me out of gym class and yapped 4 like a long while. he kinda said that its half my fault and half her fault. he rlly wants me to hang out with her again, and i said no. but he suddenly lied to every1 that i promised to hang out with her and not ignore her, like wtf my dad said that epstein wasnt a pedofile, because pedofiles o... » Continue Reading