hamsters and school

i randomly got a hamster and im terrified.

there was a sale on some random flowers in razijn zo i went there with my parents. there werent any good flowers so we went to look at the pets in the pet section of the store. i told my mom that i pity the creatures and fish in that store because they suffer in small cages. my mom said that she will buy me a hamster. i thought that it was a joke but no. i kept telling her that the hamster needs a cage of 100 x 50 cms but she said that she knows better because she has had 24 hamsters. the cage we got is big, but idk if its 100 cms. i dont want the hamster 2 suffer because of me. she told me that we will buy the hamster on saturday, but she bought it yesterday. her name is pancake(translation). she seems happy i guess. (PS it isnt one of those crappy plastic cages, its just a metal one. not very good. but not horrible.

i have a random test today in 14 minutes. nobody knows what its about. our english teacher/ mentor has been ignoring ever1 again. i have 2 be almost 2-3 hours longer at school because the school added some extra lessons 4 ever1.

i went to the cardiologist and they said i was healthy. i wouldve been happy if i didn't get chestpains. if i was a dutch 8 year old boy every1 would care about my pain. my mom keeps telling it's stress.

im less suicidal because of pancake. i love her so much she's so kind.