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Fight-or-Flight

Category: Writing and Poetry

I don’t know when it started, But my body acts like the world is ending I wake up already on guard, Like my heart slept with its shoes on. Nothing’s wrong, But something feels wrong and I can’t explain it to anyone without sounding dramatic, broken, or too much. I love people, Ireally do, But some part of me is always waiting For them to disappear. Even when someone holds me, Th » Continue Reading

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Before the Fall

Category: Writing and Poetry

Idk, it’s like I always have this feeling That you’ll get tired of me someday. Not even because of something you do, Just my own stupid brain acting like I’m a thing people eventually drop. I start imagining it already  You looking at me one day And something in your eyes just… shifts. Like when your favorite shirt Doesn’t feel the same anymore But you don’t wanna say it out loud Because you reme » Continue Reading

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The Last Sigh

Category: Writing and Poetry

There comes a moment When even the moon grows tired Of watching me unravel. Tonight, he hangs low, Quiet and patient, As if he already knows What I’m about to surrender. I walk through my own silence, Touching the walls of it. Feeling how they’ve thinned From years of holding in the ache. Nothing echoes anymore. Not even me. I keep thinking Goodbyes should be loud » Continue Reading

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The Fry

Category: Writing and Poetry

I remember it was late, The room loud and crowded, But all I could see was you. You laughed, tilted your head, And said your hair looked like a french fry A french fry, my darling. I laughed with you. Such a tiny moment, But it stuck to me, Like a core memory  You looked soft, warm, golden, Like the little fry you teased yourself about. Even with voices spinning around us, » Continue Reading

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Trapped

Category: Writing and Poetry

My head is a horrible place to be tonight. It feels like a room with the doors locked And the windows nailed shut, The air too thick to breathe. Thoughts keep scraping against the walls, Pacing, pacing, pacing Never settling, Never softening, Just circling like something hungry. Every memory echoes louder than it should, Every doubt grows teeth, And every quiet moment turns into a cor » Continue Reading

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Consume Me

Category: Writing and Poetry

Eat me in the way a longing does, Slow, deliberate, Like you’re memorizing the shape of me With every touch, every breath. Like you’ve been starving for pieces of me Long before you ever touched my skin. Take me in your hands As if I’m something you’ve waited your whole life to taste. Let your want be patient, Let it be sure, Let it study every fragile part of me Like you’re learning a language » Continue Reading

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Hear me

Category: Writing and Poetry

God, are you listening? I'm really tired of carrying a heart That feels heavier than everyone else’s. Some days I swear I have no worth at all, Like I’m made of air, Like people look through me And don’t even notice I’m fading. Like I’m here, But not really living inside this body. Am I even human anymore? Are humans supposed to feel this empty, This forgotten, This… small. » Continue Reading

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The Night I Burned

Category: Writing and Poetry

I had this dream again. I was standing somewhere I didn’t recognize, Just empty space and silence. There was a lighter in my hand, I don’t even remember picking it up. But I flicked it anyway. The flame caught fast, like it had been waiting for me. It crawled up my arm, and I didn’t move. I didn’t scream. I just watched it happen. It hurt, But in some twisted way, It felt like s » Continue Reading

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The Day the Sunlight Dimmed

Category: Writing and Poetry

It was one of those days that looked perfect from the outside  Sunlight spilling softly on the streets, The kind of warmth that feels borrowed from a dream. You were beside me, Your laughter brushing against the breeze, And i swear, in that moment, The world felt gentle again. I smiled without trying. Every small thing, The way your eyes curved when you laughed, The way your hand brushed mine, It » Continue Reading

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Open Hands

Category: Writing and Poetry

Growing up Is mostly about letting go. Letting go of the people you swore you’d never lose, Of the laughter that used to fill certain rooms, Of he way things felt easier when you didn’t know How fragile everything really was. It’s learning to live with empty spaces The ones people leave behind, The ones you make yourself When you stop trying to fit where you no longer belong. It » Continue Reading

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Glasslight

Category: Writing and Poetry

There’s a warmth that almost reaches me, like sunlight caught in glass, it touches, never settles. it hums but doesn’t ask. I speak in ripples to the air, hoping someone hears the sound, but silence folds the edges in, and nothing circles back around. I laugh when I am spoken to, I nod where I should be, a quiet ghost at every door, half here, half memory. Some night » Continue Reading

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Crowded By Your Absence

Category: Writing and Poetry

Your absence fills the room. It hums in the quiet, presses against my ribs like a heartbeat that’s lost its rhythm. Even silence has learned your name. I try to keep busy, to fold myself into small distractions, Music too loud, a book I won’t remember reading, Hands that fidget with nothing to hold. But everything I touch leads back to you, A song, a scent, the way sunlight falls Where you should ... » Continue Reading

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