Sometimes I realize that too much of my focus goes not into myself, but into other people. A lot of my thought and energy is spent not on how I can grow and become a better person internally, but how I can acquire people and things that will make me feel like I am better and worthy. This now comes at a time when I have graduated highschool and am taking a year before university to backpack Europe,... » Continue Reading
Does anybody else get the extreme need to be perceived a certain way? Its been a while since I've had very much social interact with anyone in person and I am starting to get hungry for attention. With that comes the want to meet someone new and exercise the ability to be someone different because they have no idea who I really am. When I meet new people I feel like I can become a new person throu... » Continue Reading