(unnamed) little kids running around is forever the dream of a people who lost their gift long ago. an ability to not care to not want to to not need to to just be. the wish of many today is the life of all those young, carefree stressfree and to just be. » Continue Reading
(unnamed) in mine eyes hold no forgiveness. you have wrecked your own being, gone on way too long, brought yourself way too far. you have done far too much to be 'forgiven.' despite how simply i could say it, does not mean that i either should or will. to be forgiven is to redeem yourself, to change, to feel how i felt, to understand. no. you will never be forgiven. » Continue Reading
(unnamed) laying on my floor, my face mingling with my tears, i couldnt think. i didnt think i would again. my mind is blank. i felt bad for leaving you, but i would have at some point. it was all the same. now im free. im sorry. i did love you, but now you have to deal with my absence the way i dealt with yours. no closure, no final thoughts, nothing left for you from m » Continue Reading
(unnamed) sometimes i think of you. and then i think of what we did. i think a lot. and you occupy my mind. i cant stop thinking. my mind always runs. i dont think you understand that i couldnt deal with your absence. i needed you. i fear that i still do. and im scared. what if i cant make it? » Continue Reading
(unnamed) and until the last light I see and the last breath I take, I will search for you. and if I don't find you, I will spend every moment after that last light and that last breath searching for you. the one I crave. the one I love and hate. the one I wish away and to be with all the time. the one who hurts me the most and tears me to pieces. the one I can always know will help me bac » Continue Reading