love poetry from a long time ago

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and until

the last light I see

and the last breath I take,

I will search for you.

and if I don't find you,

I will spend every moment after

that last light and

that last breath

searching for you.

the one I crave.

the one I love and hate.

the one I wish away and to be with all the time.

the one who hurts me the most and tears me to pieces. 

the one I can always know will help me back together.

the one that starves me to death,

and makes me feel o-so full.

that's who I want.

I will search my whole life and after for you.

(idk I wrote this a long time ago.. I js wanted to post it and maybe see some reactions?? good or bad)