"I exist, but I don’t know why."
A lost soul searching for meaning. ¡HABLO ESPAÑOL!
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i’m scared. scared that maybe there’s nothing left that could save me. and even if i don’t really want to be saved anymore, my mind still keeps this tiny lil hope, like s ome fragile thread that refuses to break. a hope that maybe, someday, something—or someone—will come and bring me light, pulll me out of this hole, like ********* once did. bbut at the same time… i don’t want to be saved. i just ... » Continue Reading
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sometimes I don’t miss a specific person, I just miss a whole phase of my life. I miss those days when I felt safe even in silence, when something gave me a reason to smile w/o me even realizing it. I miss that calm in my chest, that feeling that even if everything else was falling apart, there was something keeping me standing. It was like having a safe place, invisible but real, where worries st... » Continue Reading
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I rlly love Junior H. Not just ‘cause of the hype or whatever, but fr his music hits diff. The vibe, the lyrics, the way he expresses stuff—it just gets me.And nah, I didn’t just start liking him recently. I’ve been a fan since I was like 14. I’m 19 now. That’s 5 yrs alalready. I started listening to him back in 2020, and ever since Tengo Motivos dropped, I knew it was smth special. Now it’s def m... » Continue Reading
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some days i wake up not even knowing what day it is or if i should do smth or just stay in bed. there are days where i feel like i can handle everything, like i could grab the world w/ my bare hands n be like “enough.” but then there are days… where everything feels heavy af. even moving feels like too much. i overthink a lot. who i am, who i’m not. what i want but don’t ha » Continue Reading
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Everyone can fuck off. I’m done living for anyone but me. I’m gonna be happy, even if it pisses people off. Even if they don’t get it. Even if they think I’m not "enough." I didn’t come into this fucked up world just to cry and stay quiet. I’m done pretending, done trying to fit into a life that was never mine. Not gonna waste another second feeling like shit over crap that doesn’t even matter. If... » Continue Reading
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I miss people who aren’t the same anymore. Places that changed. Moments that felt safe and now don’t. And even tho I know things evolve, and nothing really stays the same forever... I always find myself missing how it was at the start. I miss when someone talked to me like I mattered. When a space felt like mine. When friendships were simple and light and didn’t make me question my worth.I miss wh... » Continue Reading
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some days i feel like i’m fading. not dying, not crying — just… slowly disappearing. like i’m still here, but i’m not really me anymore. like something got lost along the way and i don’t even know when. i laugh but it’s quiet. i talk but it’s short. i breathe but it’s tired. sometimes i just wanna lay down and not move for hours. not sleep. not scroll. just… exist without » Continue Reading
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sometimes i just stare at the ceiling hoping something’ll break the silence. not sure if i’m talkin to God, the universe, or just my own voice tryin not to disappear. i’ve asked for so much with so much fear that i’m lowkey ashamed to ask again ’cause nothin ever changes, everything stays the same, and tbh it feels like i’m the only one who hears my own prayers. some days i rlly w » Continue Reading
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I’ve always wondered if God really exists. If He’s truly up there, like some people say, or right beside us, like others believe. My father says God is Mother Nature, the one who gave us everything we need to survive. I don’t know. » Continue Reading
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There are songs that don’t just play… they open a door. An invisible door into a memory — a past version of yourself you no longer are, but who still lives inside every note. It’s not just nostalgia. It’s that ache in your chest whispering: “You were happy there. You felt something. You didn’t hurt like this yet.” Someti » Continue Reading
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With all my heart, I wish that in another life, another universe, another reality, my family and I are completely different—happier, lighter, with more laughter and fewer sorrows. The wish is so deep and pure it aches and burns. I just want to believe that somewhere, sometime, in another thread of existence, we are not who we are now. » Continue Reading
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Sometimes I feel like I’m nothing. Well… it’s not really a feeling — it’s a fact. I look at other people my age, and deep down, I wish I could be like them. I spend the whole day rotting in bed, overthinking things that never happened… or happened a long time ago. I’d give anything to be the "cool" girl at school — » Continue Reading
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