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some days i feel like i’m fading. not dying, not crying — just… slowly disappearing.
like i’m still here, but i’m not really me anymore. like something got lost along the way and i don’t even know when.
i laugh but it’s quiet. i talk but it’s short. i breathe but it’s tired.
sometimes i just wanna lay down and not move for hours. not sleep. not scroll. just… exist without effort.
i don’t hate life, but i don’t love it either.
i’m just floating. waiting for something to feel like home again.
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scez
i cant say i exactly know what you feel, but i can tell you i went through some similar shit.
i think atleast.
Like 2 years ago life felt like i was just watching myself go through life.
Like as if i was watching someone life my life for me.
The only thing i can tell ya, it'll pass eventually (or it wont).
but the best thing you can do is making the best of it.
what worked for me was just trying new stuff.
not like just getting a new hobby, i mean shit like taking the longer way home, going out more often (and by that i mean alone), etc.
tbh now that i read this i think the biggest change was just going outside alone man