i'm doing prerequisite work for a biology course i'll be taking in about a month, and i just finished the first chapter. it's really easy. and i know it's prereq work but it's honestly making me feel really good about this year. i hope it won't be too hard on me. calculus, however, is what's really making me sweat. » Continue Reading
i feel like using ai shouldn't overtake our lives. however, using it for mandatory classes that don't mean anything is morally okay i think. i refuse to read essay after essay and answer question after question for hours and hours when there are so many better things i could do with my time. i know i'm good at this subject and i don't need to spend four hours writing peer feedback (to people who ... » Continue Reading
"i'm not a problem solver", i say as i fashion a place to hold my keys from some strong tape and a piece of a pen from my trash can. "i'm not good at math" i say as i actively do problem sets to improve. "i'm unmotivated" i say as my caffeine-filled body pulses with light while i do my summer work at 3am "i can't form relationships" i say as i surround myself with people that love me even if i tak... » Continue Reading
i look at other people and wonder "why am i not as accomplished as them?" i'm not dumb or anything. i get good grades and my friends outside of school tell me all the time how intelligent and "nerdy" they see me as. in fact i just got a 5 on my ap chemistry exam. my SAT/ACT scores are above the 90th percentile. i try so hard and i guess it works out sometimes. but every time i try to learn somethi... » Continue Reading