the language of none spoken by everyone the other day I was thinking in one of my deeper tangents and I started thinking about how in the world there's so many different languages but one that everyone truly speaks is happiness. I noticed it somewhat at Jason graduation party... I was the only non-hispanic person there and even with his (I think) only Spanish speaking grandma(? forgive if im wron... » Continue Reading
hate is just love that’s misconstrued . for example. if you love yourself at one point you probably hated yourself to that same extent any person that you hated you once loved one cant exist without the other. hate is just love that’s misconstrued . hey alexa play “i had thoughts about killing you” by kanye » Continue Reading
embrace the flaws and imperfections in your creative journey and realize it’s normal. ontop of that, you’re stool is too high for the t » Continue Reading
3 DAYS?? WALLAHI. yo, been coolin man. im working on positve thinking and breaking the perception of myself in my head to further evolve into something better. onna positive note, uh i think today was the first day in a while where i actually did what i need to do and checked over everything im supposed to do without it feeling like a chore. i posted everywhere, innovated a little bit, took a nap... » Continue Reading
if you ask the average person do they believe in luck. i feel 80% would say yes, not because of they believe it but because they think it has happened to them. if you ask someone who's worked hard to accomplish something they would say luck is evident but it's not guaranteed. i think people should be more percievable to what luck can do in a whole different perspective. do i believe in luck? yes.... » Continue Reading
To Give a Human Flesh. i’ve noticed lately the constant repetition of life has spoiled the fruit from their taste. instead of living life with the guarantees of randomness, i seek control in efforts to bring dopamine and delusion. in efforts to bring the same happiness you get when you study for a test and the question is worded the same way, that allows you to let out a sigh of relief. In doing t... » Continue Reading
welcome back, i missed a day my bad. i read somewhere online a while back that the only thing a man has is his word, so if he cant even uphold that then its a bad sign.... well does this make me less of a man if i keep missing days? i dont think so, i think it would be moreso if i kept missing weeks but i keep coming back because i think this is better than nothing at all. i've been steadily pushi... » Continue Reading
ok from the top, im attempting to daily blog for the 18th time again... it's just a lil difficult to get my brain thinking sometimes. resistance. something im combating right now is resistance and acknowleging it in myself but also in the actions i take. the other day i decided to go to the library in a way to escape the mental prison i can feel like im in where i cant think straight or just focu... » Continue Reading
i suck at daily blogging, but entry 2. for branches to reach heaven, your roots must go to hell. at first glance people might see this as a weird way to word something but this is something i think about alot. I wish people glorified hitting rock bottom more because when you're at that sunken place, when your roots have tipped the earth's core, when you no longer have pride and ego blinding you.. ... » Continue Reading
im going to start blogging everyday, just as a way to document myself in a way that help me understand myself. so ig this is day one or it’ll be one day… idk yet but we’ll see. also, this is in efforts to turn my brain back on i guess. my farts stink too. » Continue Reading
i dont know how well structured this is going to be but im going to try my best. recently i've been struggling to be myself and i often feel as if im a vessel, maybe a hollowshell of what i used to be. i dont understand its hard for me to think, my lapse of judgement which is intied to my moral compass has it's magnetic poles flipped to the point where i think im headed south even if im follow th... » Continue Reading