CW - i talk about weight, bmi, the fat-free mass index and body fat % in a fair amount of detail in paragraph three. Skip that paragraph if it bothers you in in way! So in the course of one month I lost my job, my car battery exploded, my sister decided to travel the country with her new girlfriend and transferred her cheap-ass condo over to my name, and gave me her car. Then, her car died on me m... » Continue Reading
hi sorry for disappearing i got distracted by the sims and then i started a new job and yeah... anyways- i didn't get the job i was talking about in an earlier blog but i did get a job. just nnot a very good one... but rn im waiting for the afterparrty to start on danandphil! i made a lil' drink for myself too. i watched terrible influence (and i saw it live in nashville!!!) and i remembered how ... » Continue Reading
so i've wanted to have my own youtube channel since i started watching dan and phil back in 2016 but ofc i was 11 at the time so i didn't really do anything about it. ive tried to record videos before but i never had the motivation or confidence to post anything - nor do i know how to edit. i know i can learn, and i know i can do it, i'm just nervous. it's not like i want to be rich and famous or ... » Continue Reading
So I might be depressed but at least The Sims exists ykyk sorry i had a different first sentence planned but realized im entering a depressive episode right as i started typing. it correlates though, because my issues with gaming is usually the first sign i get that im not producing enough dopamine and serotonin. i want to play games... i want to spend hours building the perfect house in the sims,... » Continue Reading
im about to go into my job interview like rn !! okay in about 15 minutes but still! i left the house early jusssst in case but now im sitting in the parking lot nervous as hell. i dont know WHY im so nervous but i am. ive worked at this company before just at a different location, i know im qualified for the job i just... i need it yk? well wish me luck - im gonna go scroll on tumblr to try and ch... » Continue Reading
so i don't wanna get into all of it because it is SO embarrassing, but basically i fell for a scam at the gas station i worked at, and even though it was just a job i feel like a damn fool. these scams happen all the time, and we're even trained on how to deal with it. i know the guy on the other end was grinning ear-to-ear as the asshole who would scream The Star Spangled Banner and showtunes dow... » Continue Reading