GUYSSSSS I CHANGED SCHOOL, im so da happy, now im going to be studying inn a school for future teachers, thats right, ur bestie lali is planning to be a freakass awesome teacher, tday was my first day of school, i made two friends, maria and marcos, they r such cool ppl, just liked them so freaking much, and the teachers and school workers that i met tdy, they r just amazing, i loved each of them,... » Continue Reading
IM FCKD UP! but im getting better, yep thats what i said im just fckd up but im learning how to deal w it, like things r getting "better" rn, uk not that bad hole that i was b4, but life still pranking w me, n making everything so difficult, like studying, doing my exams ( i have a chemestry exam 2morrow), my looks, the boy that i love (yep i still in love w him), and a lot of other things, but uk... » Continue Reading
guys i have such a bad news, first ive break up w that girll (thank godness, she's nuts) and like this has a long time like 4 months, and now im in love, like deep love w a boy, but he's such a GIGANTIC red flag, like he's the meaning of a red flag, but idk, in my head i can change him, im stupid ik, but like, i love him, i whish i could stop loving him rn, but i cant, if someone out here knows ho... » Continue Reading
as u guys already know i have loats of problems, mentally ones principaly, like bro, i cant handle this anymore, i am so freaking tired of everything, i just cant, life is a way to hard that i can support, life is not good 2 me, i wish i was never born at all, i wish i wasnt me, i wish i was anybody else except me, i wish i was, idk, a beautiful tree, in a deep forest next to a lake, thats my goal... » Continue Reading
well guys, there is a long time that i dont come here to update u guys 'bout my life, not that someone really care n wait for my updates, but here it is.... well i tried to kms, yeah i got that bad and really triend (rn im a little better dw), n like it was cuz my mom had discovered that i smoke n she discovered other stuff, n at that week i was already bad, so my mom was the fuse, yk?? but like, ... » Continue Reading
hey ya!! im starting to get really comfortable talking to u guys here n sharing my life experience (that is not thatmuch cuz im 14 but fuck it)... well, tdy is being a really hard day, and its just 1:36 PM, yea my day is already fucked up, and imma gonna tell u guys what happened tdy (if u realet to any of this things u can comment to share ur life w mee!!)... well, every saturday i need to go to... » Continue Reading
fuck it!!!! fr fuck it, i just accept in this exactly moment that my mother hates me, like she fr hates me, u guys would never understand how much angry i am rn, and how much i just wanna d!3.... like my mom do this to me, when im next to her my lifes's sucks, just when im not w her that my life starts to be good.... tdy we were arguing, cuz she was angry w something, so obviously she putted all... » Continue Reading
well, those days r being the worsts to me, cuz my own family hates me, my mom just act like she wanted me to stop existing (iykuk).... and idk schools sucks, my mental health is sucks, i dont wanna live, its like everything thats happening to me is pointing to the end, like that i need to "go" away from this world............ idk i just wanted to vent a little (idk how to vent lol), but i hope th... » Continue Reading