Kept a small personal diary on Our World of Text and on Your world of Text, even if I did only add to it every so often. Didn't feel like updating it after a while. In case it wasn't obvious, I've been circling around the net looking for a good enough place to slap down personal tidbits of life and such. Figured a myspace recreation would be a good idea for the next part of my god awful internet » Continue Reading
7/12/2025, 1:32 PM - This Fleeting Feeling This whole time I've made a whole new blog anytime I chose to make an entry, however after heavy deliberation I have decided this is inefficient and I am braindead. Anyways, let's get started with what I came here for, somewhere to dump thoughts of mine. I'll date every entry I make. Might name each one after a related song or song lyric for » Continue Reading
Really tired of life at this point. Every time I have something good going I've fucked it up. To put it bluntly, I've lost the best job I've ever worked. Slept in too late last Thursday. Boss compared it to the times it was happening when I was still new way back in November of last year. He broke the news on me Friday. Now I'm on the job hunt again. I don't know what I'm going to do. The money w... » Continue Reading
Been a minute. Busy with life and such. Did you guys know dental insurance is completely useless? 1500 bill and it only covered 50 bucks. Anyways, onto the main reason I'm here today. Which, in general, is to write down more ramblings like every other blog I've written. I wish I had much to say this time around but genuinely, I have been so goddamn busy with work that I hadn't done much. That sai... » Continue Reading
Prolly never making a fashion blog again after this, but y'never know. Been working on a new battle vest, gathering patches over time. Only two rules I'm holding to myself is to only use patches that have some form of art on them (as in no "band name, band font" patches) and to sew every one on, not iron it. I don't want to hear a single weak handed or lazy mf try and tell me to use safety pins I ... » Continue Reading
Hate, hate, hate. Another month of American fascism taking front and center. I didn't want to make my next post about politics, but I've spent so much time following the news cycle on it that I can't bring myself not to. If I don't put these thoughts on something I'm gonna blow my brains out in the middle of the interstate. There is a very clear message, one that's cleverly made in a way to make ... » Continue Reading
Today I'm gonna talk about a lot, so bare with me. Fourty. Six. God. Damn. Hours. Hadn't worked hours like that in a while, but it ironically feels real good. Went from grieving going below 500 in my bank to celebrating breaking a grand. Now I just have to do it next week too. Work and financials aside, I feel fucking awful. I'm tired and I've survived off monsters and gas station pizzas, donuts, ... » Continue Reading
I've had a complicated relationship with sleep ever since I was a kid. I wanna say it started in middle school. I'd lie awake, comfortable as can be but incapable of actually sleeping. I think it started when I went without sleep one day and just snowballed from there. Regardless, I struggle with sleep more than anything. Even now I'm writing this after spending three hours in bed incapable of act... » Continue Reading
Work's been a bitch and a half and it's never until the weekends that I start to realize that. For context, I'm a garbage man. I do a bit of both driving and being on the back of the truck tipping bins. Regardless however, the company I work for is incredibly small for it's costumer base. On the up side, that means I get long ass hours and for 20 an hour, that means some great paychecks at the end... » Continue Reading