i dont even want to talk abt it i keep on fucking shit up for me i knew id do it again wonder why i thought it’d be any different this time i should of just shut the fuck up when i should of but everyone knows my simplicity the only thing that would ever fit now is another razor blade passing my thighs again i deserve to feel the sting edit: fuck. i cant even get up. » Continue Reading
maybe my life is one big dream. like some matrix shit or something like that. sometimes i feel fine yk but then something takes ahold of me, i dont know what it is but it feels so familiar, like i know it as well as i know myself. its like some gunky, sludgy thing that emerges from the depth » Continue Reading
all of my friends are going to have it harder, all of these other people who just wanna live the way they want will have it harder, the millions of kids who were put up for adoption because of anti abortion laws are gonna have it harder, americas underground is gonna have it harder. i will have it harder we need the punks, man » Continue Reading
every teenager goes through a period in their lives when they attain their personality types, shit they’re interested in, who they wanna be when they grow up, everything that directly or indirectly makes them who they are as they grow. i was in 8th grade, right after the pity pumped hellscape that was 7th grade. my hair was getting at the length i was comfortable with, i felt happy with myself fin... » Continue Reading