"waking up"
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I want it to be a fall cloudy day forever. Just after the rain, it can even rain a little bit. I want to feel the cool mist against my face, I want to be in the perfect blend of urban infrastructure and nature. Not many people are outside. Maybe a car will pass by once in a while and I get to hear the satisfying sound of a car aquaplaning through a puddle. Maybe a bus picks up and drops off passe... » Continue Reading
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I got this job 3-4 years ago can't remember. Its remote work which I am thankful about, long hours at times etc. Not really any complaints there. Unfortunately the long days have started to have a toll on my hobbies which are mostly screen based anyways, mostly video games, video/photo editing etc. The last thing I want to do after work is do more strenuous activity behind a screen, while hobbies... » Continue Reading
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Its safe to say that I don't live in the most exactly safe city. What I've been noticing is that the weariness I have of people while walking about on the street is the exact same sort of demeanor I use when attempting to build friends or relationships. I have a wall up and am generally untrusting of people's intentions. I don't want to get hurt emotionally the same way I don't want to get mugged,... » Continue Reading
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Something really good happened today, I got extremely lucky. I'm not going to say exactly what cuz its nunya, but I'll describe what this means for me below. Basically today was the deciding factor if I had to stay here an extra year or not. I'm selling my house this summer. Now that I'm no longer tied down to the state, I'd like to move somewhere far, leaving the tragedies of my past and start an... » Continue Reading
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The paths of sleep -Sleep in 30-45 minute intervals and wake up with my heart pounding -Sleep soundly but these dreams are riddled with nightmares I work from home and all my hobbies are pretty much using a screen so this honestly can't be good for me, but I wouldn't have it any other way. Although the lack of human connection or communication outside emails is rather troubling I will say. What ca... » Continue Reading
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Eh, Whatever. Work's been hard lately but I've made do in the meantime. Walking around has been really helping me especially rainy days, listening to my favorite music and going down by the river and the train station. I love the contrast between the infrastructure (streetlights, traintracks) and the nature of the river. It gives a good experience that I'm happy about. » Continue Reading
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