I'm turning 18 in a couple of days. My friend had recently turned 16. We wanted to have a party together for our mutual friends (my classmates). We told them about this in september. But my classmates told me that they don't want to come because they suddenly stopped liking my friend after the last bonfire because they think he's immature (they think he pretended to be drunk) ,he makes weird comme... » Continue Reading
i love this movie sm i rewatched it a couple of days ago and i fell in love with it again. also im litterally todd anderson i feel him every time i see him on the screen, i understand him so deeply, his fear and anxiety and not being able to speak, its something i stuggled with my whole life » Continue Reading
I went on a date with my gf and it was so nice and I felt so good with her and we went to my favorite café and the music there was perfect it was like someone put my playlist on and we talked for like two maybe three hours and I love her so much and I want to tell her that but I'm scared and I have problem with communication but I really want to tell her she's so perfect and kind and beautiful and... » Continue Reading
i feel so bad. school is starting tomorrow i feel so empty when i think that summer is coming to an end. no more sun, warm days and nights, no more freedom, no more sleeping till noon and staying up till it's light outside. when summer ends i feel like my loved one is moving away for ten whole months and all i have left is photos of them, memories and hope that next months will pass quickly. i mig... » Continue Reading
It's the middle of summer for Christ sake and it's raining almost all the time. Can't even go for a walk, ride a bike or go skateboarding nothing I'm forced to sit on my ass in my room like some kind of a loser. I just got out of the house and my shoe is already soaked. Welcome to Poland I guess. » Continue Reading
from tommorow im starting a different life. no more tiktok (although i kinda want to download it again and i might but just for tonight), only half an hour of twitter and instagram and i hope i can do this. i have only a month left of summer and i have so many things i want to do but all im doing is just sitting on my phone. i hope ill be able to do that, wake up and not instantly look at my phone... » Continue Reading
my friends keep telling me "you're this", "you're that", "you're something something but you don't know it yet" no im not. im bi. i know what i am. i know who i am. i dont need some little bitches telling me who i am attracted to. and just because i look how i look doesnt mean i am not attracted to both genders. my style and identity are different from my sexuallity. » Continue Reading
Life is good rn guys it's so much better that it was in march and april. It's really warm outside and it's almost summer holiday so I can do whatever i want. B. and i got together and she's coming over so it's really awesome. I went thrifting today and bought myself a nice shirt that is too big but i'll just wear something under it. I also got some perfume that smells really fvcking cheap but it w... » Continue Reading
me and B. talk like all the time now. We text non stop and we talk at school really often and i'm shocked how everything turned out. We've been flirting like crazy. sending eatch other suggestive videos and just talking like we want to makeout immidiately. we both know we're joking but sometimes she texts me"I' serious" and i'm like "i know" cause i don't actually mind it. but sometimes i wonder ... » Continue Reading
Chris stayed for a sleepover. and i could say it was fine, we talked with B. and we watched a movie and went to sleep at 5 pm. But there's one problrm. he's on his phone ALL. THE. FVCKING. TIMR. No matter what we do he's on his phone, "I thought you wanted to watch the movie?" "I;m watching, I'm watching" *goes back to scrolling, playing blockblast or whatever he's doing on his phone". It's so fuc... » Continue Reading