missing out

i feel like i'm missing out on so many things ppl my age do. because of my parents, school and also cause i'm an introvert and i feel the best in my room on my own but at the same time i yearn for some teenage experiences like drinking, going to a party, going out with friends just anything. like i have maybe one friend and then two friends at school (but i never go out with them we're not that close plus we don't really share interests) and i wish i had more but it's so hard for me to like ppl and feel comfortable with them. i play games with my friend but only sometimes cause most of the time i'm too tired or i just want to be alone. i just wanna live but it's so hard for me. i know there's nothing wrong with the way i am i just don't feel satisfied.