pretty much the title. i hate myself, but not in the way of like "oh god i wanna kill myself i'm so fucking ugly everyone hates me" but more as in "i feel like my entire personality is based on my interests and there is nothing special about me that my friends actually like about me". if that makes sense. all of my writing, art, even the way i speak is because i hear someone else do it. the way i ... » Continue Reading
short one this time. i originally had a pretty big post but i got locked out my computer so fuck that ig. im going on a trip, so im gonna go to the rec center near my house for the last time in june! hope everyone has an amazing new mexico sunset eve day. god i love petekey » Continue Reading
I kinda forgot about this for a while. an old friend had it, but she was weird and after i blocked her, it was just odd to come on this site because she used it a lot. i've been fine so far, i managed to get to therapy and am super close to getting meds now, which i hope make me feel a bit better when its winter again. i don't have seasonal depression, but it kicks up for sure when its cold, drear... » Continue Reading
january 24th, 2025 im sick cause i don't like winter. this year sucks ass so far but whatever. i keep living short entry today because i need to do other stuff » Continue Reading
january 13th, 2025 oh lord. ok. i went to sleep at 1 am and forgot that i had to wake up at 6 for some reason! i was angry the whole first hour i was awake (sorry mom). my breakfast was shit cause i only ate a cup of yogurt and had to wait until lunch, which was half a fuming egg sandwich that i decided i deserved the night before. i don't even wanna remember what happened most of my classes excep... » Continue Reading
january 12th, 2025 DIDNT BLOG FOR 1 DAY! it's not the end of the world. maybe. i'm trying out a new format on these posts to be a little more eye-catching, but also cause its funnier! the weekend was kinda boring, i spent more time on my phone than i wanted to and less actually doing stuff that i was waiting the whole week to do. internet addiction is fucking real and horrible. if you have less th... » Continue Reading
HOLY CARP ITS LATE!!!!! its friday so naturally i forget everything right after i come back from school....go figure. there's a only a little to report today, i tried to spend most of my time working hard and doing assignments. also i apparently didn't drink any water for an entire 10 hours and that's why i was pissed off ^_^' oh well you live you learn amiright ahahahahahahahahahahah ok for real.... » Continue Reading
oh gosh...thursday already....! i've decided to start posting earlier to try to save my sleep schedule =_=' writing at 9:54 pm might not be the best idea anymore. today was ok, it was kinda like yesterday but the afternoon was sooo much better. i re-listened to a couple of my fav musicians who I hadn't heard from to in a long time and brought back like 20 memories per song! my first class had a po... » Continue Reading
average day but it felt like it was 2015 so #epicwin. i need to read more books nothing toooo bad happened at school, i did get another assignment (2 in 2 days, who could've guessed...) but i know what im doing. my spotify kept crashing and i got so annoyed with it i just switched to my mp3, and listened to the entirety of the 'nervous young man' album by car seat headrest which was so freaking aw... » Continue Reading
first post...woah i had an account here but i made it just cause pinterest was blocked on my school computers and i was bored in english. anyways. relatively eventful yet uneventful day. it was the first day back from winter break and i was excited to see my friends after a long time of just ignoring their messages. that's my fault. BUT one of them (A, she/her) got a haircut that she said made her... » Continue Reading
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