so I was wrong, I am back to being a loser teen. I feel like its selfish to want to have someone to yourself like your own best friend. this isn't even about friends. It feels like I'm so far away when I'm actually right next to you. maybe it was casual from the start, who knows atp. so like yea wasted what a month ish for no progress?? I cant tell if I'm tripping or not -quixotic mf » Continue Reading
so lately my life is starting to get better. I got to hang out with my friends, my body is finally hitting ketosis, and my skin feels so much better!! plus I'm finally moving to better house!! idk what blessings have hit me but KEEP IT COMING » Continue Reading
dude normally when I blog its me just ranting about something that made me mad or nothing good..... BUT THIS IS DIFFERENT. so if you read my past blogs y'all know I love tgswiiwagaa, I THINK IVE FOUND THE MITSUKI TO MY AYA. either I'm prob overthinking or I've found the person Ill share my other ear bud with. I KNEW I WAS SOME FINE SHYTTTTTTTT (thank you lesbians) » Continue Reading
why did I just get a friend request from "squirtmaster6000"... ykw maybe I should just isolate myself... do not come to my town(reference) um anyway add me chat I'm swagerrs :p » Continue Reading
so I got pulled out school because I'm moving in a month, and ever since then I have been so FUCKIGN ALONEEE and even in school none of my friends had they same music taste as me so i felt alone in my own friend group. and now I'm moving to a complete different side of my state and I'm not gonna know ANYONE and I doubt I'll be able to find anyone with the same hobbies as me. and SOMEHOW online fri... » Continue Reading
look I'm trying to start getting back into working out more, and being stuck at home doesnt really help. and I am NEVER in a good mood when I workout, and that is ok. you don't have to be happy while doing stuff, if you know you have to get it done, hate it while you do it. I put on rotten mango, get my stuff ready, and I just bitch the entire time, next thing you know, I'm already done for the da... » Continue Reading
so I am a gyaru and I live in a place where being slightly different can and will get you made fun of so badly you have to move STATES (lit had to move from the south all the way up) I once was out in full gyaru trying to do some shopping, why do I get stopped by some high school white boys asking if I cut myself.... WHAT??? then one of them asks if I do adult content because I look like a sorn pt... » Continue Reading
yesterday my school was on lockdown because a kid shot two students and then himself. it took my school 5-10 mins just to tell us we were on lockdown... what the hell??? and while they were trying to explain to everyone on how to get home, THEY STOPPED EVERYTHING CUZ A KID HAD HIS HOOD ON. this is actually sick cuz what?? a kid just lost their life because you all are so worried about hoods y'all ... » Continue Reading
today I was outside trying to help get some stuff out the car for my mom, nothing special right? I'm walking to the front door when I almost tripped WITH EGGS IN MY HANDS. I'm stuck rocking back and forth trying not to fall with the eggs, and yk what helped me stop?? I HAD TO MILLY ROCK IN ORDER TO STOP FROM FALLING. 2025 just started and I'm already on some bullshit » Continue Reading
you ever just look at a girl a be like"that is 100% a lesbian" AND THEN THEY SHOW UP WITH A BF???? I was talking with this one girl and it was going pretty good, she looked like a masc lesbian mind you. so later on I saw her repost about a "me and her" so I'm like oh! I didnt realize you were a wuh luh wuh!.... she tells me "oh no it abt me and my bf!" WHAT. MY SHAYLAAAAAAA NOOOOOOOO » Continue Reading