I'm feeling extremely happy today, and I think the reason for that is that I've finally understood myself and what makes me happy. I had school this morning, and honestly I had so much fun with my friends that I just didn't wanna go home lol. I played with the cats at school and fed them some of my food, I even kept playing with the cat for like 10 minutes and she was feeling herself while I pet h... » Continue Reading
Today was a very happy day ! I woke up to my alarm at 6:30am but I was surprised to see that the electricity has been cut off, I don't know for what reason but this made me feel down that I almost skipped school but thank goodness I didn't. It turned out the electricity has been only cut off in some rooms in the house so I just got ready in the other room then headed to school. School finished pre... » Continue Reading
Listening to my favorite music while writing on here has become my favorite thing to do. As I said in my last blog entry, last night I continued watching the rest of the movie I've started the night before "Little Forest" and honestly it was so good and comforting to watch but if there's one thing that I didn't like much I'd say it's the open ending 😠Anyways after watching it I went to bed early ... » Continue Reading
If you ask me how I feel, I'd probably say that I feel better than I've for months! Yesterday I was feeling very unmotivated and unproductive and I was honestly afraid I was going to fall back into the hole of depression, but thank goodness I was able to pull myself together. I had a movie night with my babies (Pudding, Nour, Poppy, Tigger, Tuffy and Chubby). We watched a Korean movie called "Litt... » Continue Reading
Hihii ~ For some reason Fridays always feel like they're out of this world in a way I can't describe lol. I was supposed to go to my therapst today at 2pm but my family clearly don't give a damn whether I get the therapy I need or not lol, but I won't let this ruin my whole day. Exams are finally over, I've been wanting to watch a a movie with my plushies for a long time now but I didn't wanna neg... » Continue Reading
I had a midterm today but I decided not to go as I wasn't ready to take the exam for some reasons, good thing is I can always retake the exam which is better than taking it and failing. I've been finding it very hard to communicate with people lately like no matter who the person is it just tires me out so much, but limiting my interactions with them means that I might lose those people so I'll ju... » Continue Reading
December.15 2024 ~ 22:10pm I woke up early today but kept lazing around until I had to rush getting ready :') But that's alright lol as I managed to get everything done on time. I had a tutoring session from 10:30am until 11:45am, I was planning to go get breakfast from the bakery but when I went there there were so many guys and I felt so insecure and intimidated that I just ended up going back h... » Continue Reading
December.14th 2024 23:57PM It's very late but I didn't want to go to sleep without writing lol Today was very loud and not the best so I'm listening to music at the moment to soothe my mind :) Unfortunately the library isn't open on Saturdays so I didn't go today, but I did study at home. I'm quite confident about the exam and have a feeling I'll do well ~ Yesterday was a beautiful day, I went to ... » Continue Reading
December 12th 2024 ~ 07:27pm Another day another blog lol. today was just fine, but I'm satisfied with everything so far :) I had an English mock exam at 10:15am, I wanted to take my time getting ready and doing my daily morning routine without rushing myself so I woke up a bit early at around 05:00am. Did some Pilates and stretching first thing in the morning, tidied up my room, styled my hair th... » Continue Reading