Lately things have gotten a little horrible for me mentally. It went to a point that today I wanted to isolate myself from everybody and just lay on the cold floor in my bedroom. It was nice and comfy despite the floor being rock solid. I fell asleep on the floor for a few hours since I also stayed up the whole night last night. I did have nice dreams though. The same dreams in the same places at ... » Continue Reading
This pain inside my chest keeps growing and throbbing in me. It's so agonising and I can't make it stop. I've eaten less, drink less and moved less. The only thing running in my head is death. That's all I want. But I don't want to be found. I want to disappear as if nothing ever happened. I'm so sick of being alone. nobody talks to me. I just wish things were easy and pain free. I'm taking care o... » Continue Reading
I went outside while it was dark outside because I had pretty much nothing to do. But while I was outside I had the idea of going in the forest because It's snowy and I love seeing snowy forests. so it was my first time I did so. It was so beautiful I had to keep going deeper the forest no matter how far it may be. I walked so far I was starting to feel tired. So I decided to find a nice place in... » Continue Reading