"im not obsessed with minecraft, minecraft is obsessed with me"
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Category: Writing and Poetry
My skin glued onto my body. With no much harm it melts onto the flesh I carry. It is heavy, stealing my movements to pure slowness. Moving feels unclear as I am not the master of my body anymore. Stuck in place I stare into the distance. A black hole forming and burning into my eyes, yet I cannot look away. I forget the limbs attached to my body. It is icky and tingels with no end to it. Even thou... » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Reality has been harsh and is punishing me with this eery feeling. The universe is growing and in one fell swoop it is so small that I can see my own eyes. Everyone knows something isn't right, but they aren't saying anything. They are creating a lie that I have to live with everyday. I am scared of being brainwashed just so I will stay. I am writing away my feelings to keep calm, though I think I... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I try to be and feel but it starts to overwhelm me. I wonder how other people think. Are their mind and heart in sync? Do they act on what they think is a fact or do they do what other people say is true? Going mindlessly through the world and getting bored of being and seeing how everything gets destroyed. The system, that brought the people together, killing them one by one for not keeping it to... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
My soul is slowly eating itself. I write down my thoughts so I wouldn't forget them and to definitely forget them. I write down my thoughts to organize them and to not blend them together so I can perfectly transmit them to the people of the universe. I learn to hope and to love My soul is destroying itself. I need to share my thoughts so my soul can recover and expand. The expanding only keeps up... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Your soul is eating itself from the inside, because it knows it holds you back. It forces you to puke everything that made you you out. Why do you let that happen? Everyone looks at you, then your insides. They stare, they all stare. Your inner feelings are laying right in front of you. Why don't you take them? They start to laugh. They are all laughing at your soul. They kick and » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
My physical form prevents me from being what once was The being lets me suffer from what it observes The person I have become, it doesn't let it go Hands tied from being what I am My thorax crossed and abandoned from breathing the air I need My head full of memories, lost in my skull The being which people beat on me, leaving me stuck on a shallow feeling The form leaving my kind who hate m » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Spring The most perfect time of the year The air so fresh, the weather in harmony of warm and cold I feel alive as I am spreading like flowers entirely new I unfold my art and feelings until I disintegrate in the fall once again My body and soul jumping in union to the rythm of my heart Letting myself melt in the cadence My soul one with the universe My body lost in real » Continue Reading
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