Soul and dirt

My soul is slowly eating itself.

I write down my thoughts so I wouldn't forget them and to definitely forget them.

I write down my thoughts to organize them and to not blend them together so I can perfectly transmit them to the people of the universe.

I learn to hope and to love

My soul is destroying itself.

I need to share my thoughts so my soul can recover and expand.

The expanding only keeps up a certain amount of time until the disintegrating continues.

The process of the decaying gets faster and thus my soul dissolves more and more into dirt.

One day I will have shared all my thoughts and there will be nothing left of my soul.