i try so hard to be normal. i do everything i can to speak with clarity and diction. i tread carefully over every word to not stutter or stumble. each and every syllable like stained glass shattering beneath my heavy feet. i fear this is why everything about me is so painfully misunderstood by those around me. but i don't need to step so carefully with you, because you know exactly what i mean. an... » Continue Reading
please touch me feel my skin, i promise it won't hurt you i crave your attention i know how repulsive it is i hate it too i'm so sorry for being like this » Continue Reading
i want to clean my house from top to bottom, every trinket dusted and teakwood candles lit. i want to wear long satin dresses with a long accent slit, and stilletos against freshly shaven long legs. i want my knees to touch without my thighs following suit, and i want the skin of a porcelain doll. i want my skin to cling to my bones, in the same way i cling to the idea that one day i'll be a real... » Continue Reading