Today was a normal day , I can't describe how I'm feeling really .. I spent today thinking about you , per usual . My favorite teacher was gone today , that kinda got my mood of to a crappy start in the beginning . Then my day continued to get worse , I made somthing for you today baby . A leather Keychain , with our names . I enjoyed making it , then people asked questions about your name . Who w... » Continue Reading
I'm scared you don't like me anymore .. I'm scared you'll live the life I wanted with you , with someone else .. I'm scared I'll be a distant memory to you , in the end .. I'm scared . Why don't you make an effort to be with me , is this the beginning of the end ? Do you care for me anymore , do I matter ? What happened to us , dear don't you see how bad it's getting again .. Maybe for both of us ... » Continue Reading
Is it wrong to believe in getting worse to get better ? Is it wrong to think that potentially harming myself to get better in the end is bad ? I won't name you here .. but I've been feeling the difference between our relationship .. Do you still love me ? I feel so separated from you now , does your heart beat for someone else ? Or have you just simply lost feelings for me ? Is it possible what yo... » Continue Reading