ive been feeling okay, been on shrooms too much and i redid my social media on instagram so that i can make my account dedicated to my fit pictures :P feeling very lame and alone but its okay! how is everyone doing?? » Continue Reading
So yesterday I didnt feel much with that chocolate bar but today i did gummies and wow it was amazing they kicked me on my ass and I had a great time. I documented the whole thing and put it on my twitter for my people on there so whoopie. I have work tomorrow and the next day bleh yay ive been off four days this week since Christmas is slow » Continue Reading
hihihi! i took shrooms the first time tonight. the dosage i took is "see walls melt" so wish me luck! im writing this before this all kicks in and ill try to stay online for now but i hope everyone had a great thanksgiving because i did. i threw up most the food i ate :3 #anorexica ANYWAYSSS im feeling good and looking better listening to music :3333 » Continue Reading
okay so i admit i suck at blogging but you can't blame me. Christmas is soon and so is thanksgiving and ive been stressseddd. been working a few days a week which is good. still haven't found missy but my small cat (tiny) is attached to me! i think since her mom is basically gone she's attached herself to me like i have for her. don't mind at all. today for dinner i made protein broccoli pasta wit... » Continue Reading
no guys i didn't forget about you all, ive been trying to get myself together in general i feel like ive been going crazy and i haven't been in the best state.still am not in the best state but it's whatever. just my life i suppose. i hope one day to live in a little town nobody knows but in the town everyone is known. i want a small job and stable income and to walk everywhere i want and to be a... » Continue Reading
Me and landon got in a fight, i came home from a walk and he seemed upset so I was asking what was wrong and he just said it was fine and not a big deal (ofc) and then usually he likes me to ask 2-3 times before he actually tells me whats wrong so I asked again and he said he was fine. I laid on the couch then went and sat on his lap and he was zoned out but he said he was fine in that moment. Any... » Continue Reading
Me and landon got in a fight, i came home from a walk and he seemed upset so I was asking what was wrong and he just said it was fine and not a big deal (ofc) and then usually he likes me to ask 2-3 times before he actually tells me whats wrong so I asked again and he said he was fine. I laid on the couch then went and sat on his lap and he was zoned out but he said he was fine in that moment. Any... » Continue Reading
this place makes me feel so great, chatting and listening to music. . . i have my cat on my lap rn and I'm feeling good. debating getting drunk but idk maybe not, not worth the bloating imo. mmm not much to talk about today, missy is still gone and i feel so numb and stupid. but its okay because i'm gonna get back up, just wait guys ill open up more soon but i'm soooooo drained peace » Continue Reading
i might literally kill myself tbh because when i was drinking with friends, the back door got left open and so i may or may not go crazy, seriously because i love her so much and I've called even the police department and animal control and i emailed a bunch of places and calling everyone near me to make sure nobody saw her wish me luck oh my god » Continue Reading
drinking mikes harder so I'm gonna be wasted as fuck, now two bottles in and feeling good hanging with friends... also just so everyones aware I do have a lover and i appreciate complements but don't hit on me bae... I want friends that's all thank you :P what are some things you guys do when you drink? I cry for some reason haha but i think that's from trauma so like I can't play too dumb on that... » Continue Reading
feeling good, em came over on here and we made a profile together so now were friends :3 shoutout to you ilysm hottie poo. now were sitting here hitting dabs and watching bobs burgers, apartment is clean and i look cute af rn (check insta link if curious of daily fits) anyyyyways i feel good n high and i'm just yapping because I want more friends so hey if you're reading this be my friend! totally... » Continue Reading
I need those tracksuits NEED THEM, 119 for the jacket and 99 for the pants, my only requirement to buy these is I have to reach my gw before new years which is 120-115lbs and that's only 10 pounds i got that no problem. also i typed all this out then my cat sat on my keyboard and reset the whole damn thing so here I am typing it twice... thanks tiny. my day will probably be pretty boring, landons ... » Continue Reading