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Her Suicide Meant Nothing To Me

Category: Writing and Poetry

Her suicide meant nothing to me. I found her dead on a cold Saturday night, pale, long gone. She laid on the living room floor, but I didn’t bother to care how it happened. She must’ve taken something, from the way her mouth was left agape and her throat seemingly choked. It was no mystery, and I was not surprised this was the way she had fallen. In fact, i’ve partly been wishing on it. She left h... » Continue Reading

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Darling

Category: Writing and Poetry

I’m your darling And it’s strange coming from you  Strange, to hear you whisper it in my ear  You say it like it’s the first time But I’ve heard these words before Yet I can’t remember the last time I’ve heard them Neither the way it slipped from his mouth, That voice  It’s become nothing but a slight memory I’m your darling And it feels like I’ve never heard these words before Like I » Continue Reading

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The Krishnas

Category: Writing and Poetry

Again We’ll never be this young and free Put down the bottle, enter peace Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna To the mantra  Close your eyes and recite he Praise him for the life to be Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare Love Practiced in celibacy  Not virginity, so enter me Hare Rama, Hare Rama To the mantra Before repeat Rama Rama, Hare Hare » Continue Reading

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My Teenage Copulation

Category: Writing and Poetry

“I’m not a whore, I’m not a whore” I begged and I cried I have my whole life Until my teenage copulation  I thought I knew pleasure I thought I knew pain Naked in my mirror, want it to go away Until my teenage copulation  He says to me “Quit fucking resisting, Don’t you want to be good? Stay in your fucking place  And take it.” I wish I could say I never » Continue Reading

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I Do Love You, My True

Category: Writing and Poetry

How I regret it Denying my love for you Since the start How stupid of me To have ever wanted another  You are my first taste of love You are my true I have always, always loved you I tried to fill a hole in my heart I took the pills to remember  I wanted to dream of a familiar face But, I remember  You came to me once, In that dream And we held and kissed » Continue Reading

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You’ve Really Got A Hold On Me

Category: Writing and Poetry

I’m sure I love you  And I really hate to say that  I said it’d never be true  To even like you  But the way you hold me close There’s no place I’d rather be “You’ve really got a hold on me” Is the song that plays when you’re around It makes me feel good, You make me feel good Like I never thought you would They say it’s not worth the chase And even at nights, » Continue Reading

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Heart Rapists

Category: Writing and Poetry

Heart rapists.  Those are what I call men who love you without any warning. And by that alone it doesn’t sound so bad, I mean, isn’t that what love is anyway? To come into your life without asking? Well, it really wasn’t so bad, but that’s what heart rapists do. They make it feel good.  The first thing heart rapists do is lure you, but they don’t do it on purpose. Heart rapists have eyes that capt... » Continue Reading

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Anatomy Of Sex

Category: Writing and Poetry

Sweat drops from the skin of man And hits the face of woman Woman tears echo in the air  Of hitching breath and cries They twist and turn like lovers In a scene across the Seine Yet they never look at one another  Even when inside each other  Do we ever wonder Why must we love in such a way? Sex is pleasure in a tin Sex is just another form of Friction and close movement  » Continue Reading

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Three Words

Category: Writing and Poetry

Sunday mornings, they have to be my favorite. I pull on my flats and brush off my skirt. It’s early, a sunny 8:00, and Ben should be here any minute. He likes to take me out to the diners around town. I really do think it’s the sweetest thing, I like boys who know how to treat a girl to a nice breakfast. It makes me happy, how in just the little time we’ve been together, Ben has already picked up ... » Continue Reading

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You

Category: Writing and Poetry

On nights that I long for you  Night that become all so blue Nights on that I think of you Tell me that this isn’t true Dying isn’t what I fear Neither my fate, now unclear  I imagine your warm body here Yet that alone is too severe Your voice, your lullaby  Your old, sweet goodbye  Shine leaving from your eyes Tears I wish I could dry It’s you who I love the most » Continue Reading

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Make Me Beautiful

Category: Writing and Poetry

Eat me And make me beautiful  Rip my hair  Pinch my skin Poke my eyes Love me like you once did Hurt me like you’ve always have  As long as you make me beautiful, then I can take it So swallow me Beat me Fuck me Eat, and eat, and eat me Then spit me out on dirty concrete  I’ll forgive you  And kiss the teeth that chewed me up I love you » Continue Reading

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