I am a " family means everything" and also a " family doesn't equal blood". I find myself trying to make my friends my family knowing they do not see me that way. I claw at them to stay to make a founded or makeshift family, but it never works. I feel bad for wanting a family, I don't force anybody to stay but I do feel terrible when they don't. I love with my entire being. It's in my DNA to give ... » Continue Reading
I feel like i dont have an identity anymore like i normally say im just queer im trying to live my life as a man but i just look a masc women cause im not on hormones YET (hopefully i cant get it soon) and only viewed as a women by society & family im marrying a women but im kinda fruity towards men but im also aroace so i feel like i just dont fit any where in the queer community like i feel... » Continue Reading